User talk:Ed the Horse: Difference between revisions

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::::Not sure the number, but it's def over five. I'll do my best to give a transparent account as to what occurred. So this was from a few years ago. Out of respect towards others involved, I won't give names. There were people who didn't like me for trying to hold NIWA accountable for defending the inclusion of zelda.fandom.com, since it seemed about as logical as Cartoon Network doing live-action shows. One of the ZW executives was always in my friends list, so I wasn't inherently excluding ties to anyone linked to ZW, I just didn't like the lack of logic and was irate about it and wished more people understood me.
::::Not sure the number, but it's def over five. I'll do my best to give a transparent account as to what occurred. So this was from a few years ago. Out of respect towards others involved, I won't give names. There were people who didn't like me for trying to hold NIWA accountable for defending the inclusion of zelda.fandom.com, since it seemed about as logical as Cartoon Network doing live-action shows. One of the ZW executives was always in my friends list, so I wasn't inherently excluding ties to anyone linked to ZW, I just didn't like the lack of logic and was irate about it and wished more people understood me.


::::I was way more irresponsible and reckless with my conduct, using profanity and slurs as well as picking fights with random people on Discord. Some of them alleged harassment, since I was quite loud about it, but a clear instance of it occurred in early 2022, when I targeted someone for pursuing a full-time librarian career. This was at a time I was being spoonfed tons of [[wikipedia:Conspiracy theory|conspiracy theories]] (which made me suffer) and the librarian's code of "upholding intellectual freedom" sounded like complicity in an alleged [[wikipedia:New World Order|New World Order]] plot, like they wanted to control what books we read, what information we know, and so forth. And I passed along gossip and insults about the person to everyone. I deeply regret what I did, and the person's friends did good at sticking up for them. My friends list was dropping like flies. I left Discord, stating that I'd never do such a thing again. Three years later, I've still stuck to my word, and that's about the most I can do to people who dislike me.
::::I was way more irresponsible and reckless with my conduct, using profanity and slurs as well as picking fights with random people on Discord. Some of them alleged harassment, since I was quite loud about it, but a clear instance of it occurred in early 2022, when I targeted someone for pursuing a full-time librarian career. This was at a time I was being spoonfed tons of [[wikipedia:Conspiracy theory|conspiracy theories]] (which made me suffer) and the librarian's code of "upholding intellectual freedom" sounded like complicity in an alleged [[wikipedia:New World Order|New World Order]] plot, like they wanted to control what books we read, what information we know, and so forth. And I passed along gossip and insults about the person to everyone. I deeply regret what I did, and the person's friends did good at sticking up for them. My friends list was dropping like flies. I left Discord, stating that I'd never do such a thing again. Three years later, I've still stuck to my word, and that's about the most I can do on behalf of people who dislike me.


::::I still have my reservations about librarians: that part hasn't changed. Librarians always do this "shhhhhh" in public libraries, even if you drop a pencil on the ground lol. I guess it's just my view point that libraries should be hangout spots, since it's a publicly available building generally with lots of space, and if people want to read books quietly, they can do so in designated book clubs, even if they're rooms in libraries with their own sound barriers. So much unexplored potential to be had. Now even if I hadn't done all the profanity and stuff mentioned above, people were getting upset at me because I said "librarians are [[wikipedia:Karen (slang)|karens]]," to which they said stuff like "it's their job". Nobody gave a clear argument to the contrary, and some think I'm still insincere due to my dislike of librarian practices.  
::::I still have my reservations about librarians: that part hasn't changed. Librarians always do this "shhhhhh" in public libraries, even if you drop a pencil on the ground lol. I guess it's just my view point that libraries should be hangout spots, since it's a publicly available building generally with lots of space, and if people want to read books quietly, they can do so in designated book clubs, even if they're rooms in libraries with their own sound barriers. So much unexplored potential to be had. Now even if I hadn't done all the profanity and stuff mentioned above, people were getting upset at me because I said "librarians are [[wikipedia:Karen (slang)|karens]]," to which they said stuff like "it's their job". Nobody gave a clear argument to the contrary, and some think I'm still insincere due to my dislike of librarian practices.